Poor Drunk CJ

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

*Mission accomplished. CJ walked out of Spike's feeling fine and full. Whiskey was good for the blood. She popped a few peanuts in her mouth and looked around to see where she was.

Where was she, anyhow? Oh, yeah. She began walking.

At the corner she looked toward her apartment building, and then she looked toward the park. Her boyfriend lived in the park. She knew that. Left-right-left-right-one-in-front-of-the-other, almost like she wasn't drunk at all.

At the TARDIS, she tried the knob. Locked. Of course it was locked. It was always locked.

She knocked lightly and waited.

She knocked louder and waited.

He wasn't there. Everyone was gone. Gail was gone. Danny was gone. Simon was gone. The Doctor was gone.

She sat down with her back against the door, banging the back of head against it. Trying to make the list of all the people who weren't in her life go away, she began to mutter in time*

Let. Me. In.

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[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

*knocks*

CJ? It's Beka. Someone said you were out drinking. I'm concerned.

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

((ooc:She's sitting right there on the door step))

Beka! *Smiles* I know you! And you're alive...

*tries to stand*

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

((OOC: gotcha))

*looks very concerned and offers CJ a hand up*

Yes. I'm alive. Why wouldn't I be?

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

Oh Beka. Gail died. It's a sign...no one believes me. Well, Spike didn't believe me...Everyone leaves me Beka. Everything's gone.

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

*pats her shoulder* Gail must've been someone very important to you for you to be so upset...

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

Gail was my fish. *Says flatly*

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

*eyes her* Well. Fish can be family.

*sounds soothing* All right. So. Gail died. And this means everyone else is going to leave you?

*wonders whether she should call the Doctor*

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

See, you just don't understand...this town...it does things. Gail died because Danny died. Simon died because of our kiss. Everyone I love dies Beka. It's a sign. Gail died and everyone else is leaving me. The Doctor isn't here...

*begins to cry a little*

He's probably out. Busy dying.

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

Simon died because you kissed... *blinks*

*hugs her*

Don't cry CJ. I don't think you're responsible. I know you feel like you might be, but really. It's not you.

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

(([is here (http://www.livejournal.com/community/fandomtownies/106386.html?thread=3036050#t3036050)]))

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

[The Doctor rushes over from across the street, where he's been sitting in Mr Phale's shop.] CJ? Oh god, love, what's the matter?

...Ms Valentine?

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

Oh God! You're not dead!

*Drunkenly throws her arms around him*

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

[really confused, smells the alcohol] Of course I'm not dead. Why would I be dead?

In fact, Mr Phale fixed my shoulder...

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

*Pulls back and looks at him like should understand*

I love you. I love you and you'll die.

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

[holds her, rubbing her back] CJ...we all die. and this is not the best time to tell you about regeneration

What...what happened?

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

Gail died. Danny died. Simon died.

*Looks at him, realizing something*

I'm cursed. I shouldn't be here. I'll just get you shot.

*steps back from him*

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

[attempts to reason with her, in that 'talking slowly and hoping' way] CJ, no one has any guns here. I'm not going to get shot.

[prof-cregg.livejournal.com]

If not now, then later. It's all the same.

*crumples to the ground, talks to no one in particular*

I'm so sorry I killed you. I killed them all. I'm a horrible woman...

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

I don't know, Doctor. I found her this way. I was terribly concerned.

She says Gail died. And Gail died because Danny died. And Simon died because they kissed. And now you're going to die too.

*blinks*

I fear she's going to suddenly decide because I'm here and I care that I'm going to die too.

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

[bites his lip] Oh dear god.

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

(OOC: The Doctor so should not bite his lip around a heavily USTed Beka. She doesn't poach attached men or flirt with them, but that's just MEAN.)

Yes. It's rather...unsettling.

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

(([patpat (http://hclairezone.tripod.com/david/bp344.JPG)]))

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

((thwap -- see icon))

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

((Is that nekkid?))

[valentine-tart.livejournal.com]

((Yep. Nekkid. Bad bad bad Beka.))