http://emo-padawan.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] emo-padawan.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomtownies2005-10-28 09:26 pm

Park After Dark

After slightly more excitement at dinner than Anakin had planned on, he and Obi-Wan go for a walk in the park.

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan lets them walk quietly for a few minutes, to see if Anakin is willing to talk about what upset him without prompting.

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan sat down next to him -- sometimes difficult conversations came easier without eye contact.

"This wasn't for one of your classes, is that right? How much do you know about the project?"

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan shifted a little uncomfortably. "No, we aren't blameless," he murmured.

"All rumors being equal -- perhaps equally untrue -- it feels a distressingly blithe approach to a great violation. But, as you say, we do not have all the facts."

He strokes his beard, treading carefully. "Perhaps one good result of this evening's disturbance -- aside from a delicious meal to be enjoyed under the stars -- is the excellent example it provides of needing to learn control of your emotions?"

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
That wasn't exactly what Obi-Wan was looking for. (Though he also paused to pull out his slice of pie.)

"Think, Padawan," he snapped. "I don't tell you these things in order for you to berate yourself and wallow in being wrong yet again - or whatever it is you tell yourself."

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
"This is not about my expectations or my supposed knowledge -- it's about your complete inability to absorb any sort of experiential learning through that thick skull of yours. I'm trying to get you to understand, boy."

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
"No, you don't wander, you leap -- and having luckily made it out without more than a few scratches, you never stop to wonder, the next time you come to traffic, if maybe you shouldn't try it a bit differently."

"And you focus on the worst possible things -- that the T14 speeder that almost ran you over is hopelessly out of date and a wretched color orange, and, oh look, he almost hit someone else on the road -- instead of on the point, which is that you stepped in front of the speeder because you were too busy being stubborn to look where you were going!"

Obi-Wan stops mid-rant and looks slightly puzzled for a moment. "And the fact that I dragged out this ridiculous metaphor that far only proves my point."

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan's not really sure how it came to this - how their pleasant and friendly evening so quickly came to anger. Every time their conversations turned so quickly, in the months before he sent Anakin to FandomHigh, every time he could never figure out just what had gone wrong -- what he hadn't said, what he shouldn't have said. It hurt him deeply, and perhaps even scared him a little.

"Despite. Yes, despite my teaching you go off on a rage-fueled Dark Side spree, and despite my teaching you manage to restore yourself and are concerned enough to send word to your most pathetic Master. Despite my teaching you work at maintaining your balance, you seek to make friends and learn the ways of other cultures. And despite my teaching you nearly go off the rails again, all because you are surprised. Clearly my teaching has been poor, indeed."

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
If you let him walk away in anger, you will lose him forever.

Obi-Wan thinks back to one of the few times he and Qui-Gon had ever really and truly fought, yelling and shouting. He, like Anakin, had been angry beyond all reason, ready to storm off, take his lightsaber and hop the first freight crawler out-of-system.

Anakin's long strides were quickly carrying him away.
"Forgive me, Anakin," he murmured, "but you are still my padawan, and I will never stop trying to teach you until the day I die."

"Even this is still part of your training, padawan," Obi-Wan called out loudly. "And your teacher thinks you need to cool off." He reached out with the Force, stretching his hand at Anakin's retreating back, and gave a strong, sharp tug.

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
Indescribable relief filled Obi-Wan. Thank you, Master, for pulling that trick on another hard-headed young idiot not so long ago.

He smiled as Anakin began to laugh, and when that laughter proved infectious, plopped down on the ground next to his padawan, threw his arm around him, and laughed until his sides ached.

[identity profile] master2-whiners.livejournal.com 2005-10-29 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan feels Anakin shiver against his side. "Damn, I didn't think of that."

[OOC: *snort* Yeah, right.]

He pulled off his outer cloak and wrapped it tightly around Anakin. "Come on, we'd better get you someplace you can change out of those wet robes. Or else what will they say about the Jedi who gets his own padawan killed?" He kept one arm snug around Anakin as they stood, reluctant to let go now that their anger had passed.

Obi-Wan looked around the park. "You'll have to point me in the right direction."