http://spring-lost.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] spring-lost.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomtownies2008-05-01 05:18 pm

Wellspring Arms & Meditation Center, Thursday

He'd spent most of the morning moving around some of the furniture to deal with the left-over holes in the wall (had to get that fixed and soon) before taking a while with the baby.

She was asleep in her crib, now; and Cable was behind the desk with his laptop.

He was trying to beat himself at chess.

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intraspective: (don't need this)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Ino's mood was foul as she stalked into the shop. Of course she’d have to try and do something productive today, and of course it would turn out that she'd wound up running out of seedling trays in her room--mostly because she was a bit behind on dragging them down to her garden to plant, but whatever--and so, was forced to come here and grab the few that she remembered having left somewhere at the shop from when she'd first started adding plants around.

And of course she couldn't wait until tomorrow. Or go buy more at Turtle & Canary. Of course not. That'd be too easy.

"Cable-san." Flatly, as she started looking for the trays. Where had she left them? More because it'd be rude not to say anything than because she wanted to talk.
intraspective: (hateyouso)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It was, she was finding, all but impossible to ignore him even as he just sat there and she stalked around the shop looking for her trays. Her attention was scattered, darting back over to him--wanting to hit him, wanting to hurt him, wanting to cry, wanting to understand... too many wants and she hated that--and then back to her search.

“Not my idea,” she said grumpily. Only it was, but anything else would’ve been deemed a greater failure and so she’d make herself do this. “Need my trays.”
intraspective: (shrieky)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
...

...

Oh, that? That got a flithy look. "What do you think?"
intraspective: (Back turned)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not taking plants,” she said witheringly, because that was the easier part of his comment to address. “Just the empty seedling trays. And I--”

Don’t know what to say. What to do. Don’t know if I want to listen or not. Don’t want to cry.

“Oh, whatever,” Ino said, not looking at him. “Will it even matter either way?”
intraspective: (Should I hide?)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Her hands clenched.

"Will it matter to you," she bit out, terrified of any answer he might possibly have to that.
intraspective: (Back turned)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
She was not going to cry. She was not. But that hurt and it was a long struggle--turn tears to rage--to make herself even a little, be strong in fury than weak in... in any way.

How dare he ask that?

"Because you made it obvious that I didn't matter." Ino really really hated today.
intraspective: (furious tears)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's not about what you said!"

Why were so many people so caught up on words?
intraspective: (Awww sad)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
She really really wanted to argue with that but on one hand—she had been knocked out twice during the rescue bit of it. Though once was ‘friendly-fire’ and the other had knocked out everyone as far as she understood it with mind talents of any sort, so…

Though she had done fine during the fighting bit.

“I never said that I wanted you to take me along,” Ino told him, knuckles white, and knowing that she would’ve wanted to go had she known. “Just that I…”

Dad would’ve told her. No details, but at least that he was going. She could handle that. Had handled that. And, and--she wasn’t going to cry--he was like a second dad, wasn’t he?

Wasn’t he?
intraspective: (kunoichi)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"Didn't need to tell me about the baby," she said, clinging to her composure. "Just... something like, 'I've got a mission, I'll be gone for a bit.' That doesn't tell anyone anything."

But it would've made her feel like she mattered at least enough for that.

"I know how missions work, Cable-san," that wasn't a wobble in her voice, no it wasn't, she wasn't letting it be, "I do."
intraspective: (Feeling down)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Her shoulders drooped, anger rushing out of her to be--temporarily--replaced with... Something else, something she couldn’t name but it made her want to cry, made her head reel a bit.

“You came back,” she said quietly, nearly inaudibly, “but you don’t care.”
intraspective: (Awww sad)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
She ducked her head--I will not cry--and… why did she always wind up caring more than other people? Why did she have to have the, the talent at picking people, caring about people, who didn’t—ever—care about her as much as she about them?

Why did she always have to lose out?

“Yeah,” Ino said, not looking at him. “Whatever.”

It didn’t matter what the excuse was, not now. He didn't care and it'd... she'd thought he had.

At least a bit.
intraspective: (Feeling down)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
...

...

She stared blankly at the floor at that. What was that supposed to mean? Had he been considering getting rid of her and now wasn't, or what?

"I should go," Ino said abruptly, grabbing her trays from where she'd put them--before I cry--and she just couldn't deal with this right now.
intraspective: (Awww sad)

Re: Talk to Cable

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, whatever...

She--not bolted, it only looked like she did--darted from the shop, hugging the trays tight, and, and...

Not going to cry. Wasn't. Worth. It.
intraspective: (ooc chibis)

Re: OOC

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
*tackle-hug!*

*flops* I am a bad bad person for wanting to subject Ino to Cable again today and an even worse of one for coming up with a totally IC reason for her to come to the shop *ponders*
intraspective: (confidence)

Re: OOC

[personal profile] intraspective 2008-05-01 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
But of course!