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fandomtownies2011-04-05 02:59 pm
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'Dite's Decadent Delights, Tuesday afternoon
Raven was in a fairly somber mood when she opened the store that afternoon, as she reflected on the events of the past weekend. Though it seemed like her future self -- that version of her, at least -- had gotten a happier ending to the reunion than it had begun, she still was distressed by the person she'd become. On the plus side, she hadn't been evil, though the bitterness and cold was very unpleasant.
If nothing else, it would serve as a warning to her to not hold on to her pain any more than she wanted her friends to cling to theirs.
If nothing else, it would serve as a warning to her to not hold on to her pain any more than she wanted her friends to cling to theirs.

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"Raven? Are you here?"
At first she thought it was a ridiculous question; after all, who else would be here if the door was unlocked? But then she thought it could be Karla instead, so maybe it wasn't a foolish question.
Either way, she she stepped into the store to find which of her employees was there.
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She couldn't wait to tell her that Jono had told her he loved her.
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"Who are you and what have you done with Raven?" She took another step into the store. "Heavens to Mergatroid -- you're happy!"
It was a wonderful thing to see, but 'Dite wasn't going to pass up the opportunity to tease Raven.
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"I suppose I am happy," she said, looking up, smile still in place. "Jono told me he loves me."
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Maybe this would be enough to cushion the news she had to tell.
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"I do not think I have ever been happier," she murmured. "I have waited so long for someone to tell me that."
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She squeezed her arms around 'Dite, basking in her pride. "Thank you," she said. "I am very glad to be your friend as well." She'd known a goddess before, but never as a friend, only as a teacher.
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She led the way around the counter, then settled herself in one chair. Her face took on a serious expression, and she drummed her fingers as she waited for Raven to take her seat.
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She was aware she wasn't doing this well, and sighed.
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She glanced around the store. "There are some things I do not understand, but I have been learning." Like, say, about handcuffs. Which made her blush again.
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"The reason I'm asking is, I don't want to close the store. I think Fandom needs it, I think it plays a role, and I just like having it. But I need to know, would you keep working here, even if I'm not here?" 'Dite pulled back, gesturing helplessly. "I mean, I'll be back, I'm not going forever, and I'm hoping to get back every few weeks and check in, but -- I'd have to leave the day to day running of the store to you and Karla -- if Karla wants to stay."
If Karla doesn't hate me for leaving in the first place.
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"If you mean for me to keep doing what I have been doing, yes, I can do that," Raven said. "Though I am not skilled in matters of business, so if there are other duties you wish me to assume, you will have to teach me."
She gave 'Dite a sad look. "You really must go? But you will be back? You promise?"
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With a smile, 'Dite nodded. "I'll be back, Raven, I promise. I have to, just so I can tease you about Jono." *Wink*
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"Good, because I will miss you," Raven said. "And I know Karla will as well. And I hope that you will have the opportunity to
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She sobered for a moment. "Raven, I'd like to tell Karla myself. I've left her a message to come down to the store sometime in the next couple of days. If you could keep this to yourself until I've discussed it with her, I'd really appreciate it."
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"Of course," Raven said. "I will do my best to avoid telling her. I cannot lie to her if she asks me directly, but I do not think that will be a concern."
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Gathering herself, she took a deep breath and leaned forward, deciding to put off all thoughts of good-byes until they were necessary.
"So. Tell me more about Jono, and how he said he loves you." Then she winked, and settled in for a long conversation.
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She wanted to gloss over the part about demoning out, but it was kind of important to the story. "I thought she had killed him and lost my temper," she said. Dite should know what that meant; she'd been there when she'd taken her demon form out of anger at Max, after all. "But then Ultimecia transported me to the same place. Jono tried to calm me down, but then I remembered how he had killed me when I was under my father's control. It was not his fault and I truly do not blame him, but I could not help but begin to panic. But then he said he loved me too much to hurt me and I was able to regain control of my fear and anger. And then he said he loved me again."
She was so leaving out the part about throwing up immediately afterward.
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"So, Rinoa transported Jono outside of time itself?" She hadn't known the sorceress was quite that powerful, but it made sense. 'Dite had always felt something around Rinoa that she couldn't quite name. "So, Jono said he loved you too much to hurt you, then he just said he loved you? That's awesome, Raven."
She wasn't going to touch the part about Jono helping kill her. She wasn't ready to go there yet.
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"It was Ultimecia who transported Jono, to remove him from the fight against her," she clarified. "In my rage and fear that she had killed him, I attacked her myself, and then she removed me as well, sending me to the same place Jono was. I was so overjoyed to see he was alive, and even more so when he said he loved me. It was, as you say, 'awesome.'"
She was beaming with happiness at that point.
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Then she turned a lovely shade of crimson, because of course 'Dite would have to ask her that question, and she couldn't lie. "I wished to tell him I loved him, as I have done many times before, after he said that to me," she confessed. "But...I became physically ill.
"But it was not related to what he had said!" she quickly added. It was just a horrible coincidence.
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'Dite bit both her lips for a moment to hold in the laughter. Then she raised her eyebrows and carefully asked,
"So, he said I love you and you barfed."
At least she wasn't laughing? (Yet.)
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"Yes," she said, her cheeks hot. "It was distressing, and I wish it had gone differently, but it did not change what he felt."
A beat, then she had to add, "And he has said it since then and I did not become sick."
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She would have wondered if this was a residual effect of that event, but a quick check with her powers found no sickly green lines emanating from Raven, just golden ones that spread out in varying thickness to all parts of the island. It made 'Dite smile.
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"He knows," she said softly. "Both he and Didi were among those I affected, and I almost jeopardized the beginnings of their relationship. If I had, I could never have forgiven myself. I did not wish to cause any problems, so I buried my own feelings."
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She couldn't very well talk to Anakin about boys and sex, after all.
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"She'll be happy, if she doesn't hate me for leaving in the first place." 'Dite sighed, but smiled at Raven. "i'm really proud of you. Come down on Monday and say good-bye, will you?"
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"She loves you," Raven said. "She will be upset to see you go, but that will not change how she feels about you, I am certain of it. And of course I will come Monday."
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