http://poison-pretty.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] poison-pretty.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomtownies2012-07-24 11:40 pm

Selkie Cove, Tuesday Afternoon

Sometimes, being in town got to feeling claustrophobic. Too many people with too many loyalties, all crowded together, dancing on eggshells while they pretended one thing and felt another...It all got so tiresome after awhile. After awhile, Karla felt on edge, jumpy; and needed to retreat somewhere to gather herself again. The park in town was a bad idea; it was part of the rounds of several of the regular patrollers. And the Preserve was also out. Not only was it in the heart of Umbrage's territory, it was also where Karla had her secret vegetable garden. Which meant she limited her visits there as strictly as possible; the last thing she needed was to attract the wrong kind of attention by sneaking in there too often.

So instead of the obvious places, when Karla escaped the town, it was usually to somewhere on the edge of the island, where she could look at the sea and dream of home or, at least, happier times. Back where there had been happier times, anyway, like brief flashes in the dark.

Usually, Karla was silent when she snuck away to center herself. Today, however, Fandom intervened. As it occasionally did.

Dammit, Fandom.

"Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you...


The impulse to sing left her and she stood there, wrinkling her nose. "That's bullshit," she announced to no one in particular. "I'm not about to die for a lack of anyone."

[For one in particular, but open for anyone else wandering by, Resistance or Loyalist! Also, you saw nothing a moment before. *Waggles fingers*]

[identity profile] broken-empath.livejournal.com 2012-07-26 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
"I know the difference, I just do not care," Raven said. That...wasn't quite the truth. Love had remained some sort of elusive prize. Some part of her craved it, even secondhand like she'd tried to pry out of Sookie and Bobby. It was hard to find in this place.

"Emotions are all tools. Means to an end. And so is pleasure."

[identity profile] broken-empath.livejournal.com 2012-07-26 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
"I already know," Raven said. All that time in detention, unshielded, surrounded by all that pain and rage and grief. Begging to be allowed to heal them, to ease their suffering. Made to write "obey" over and over again with the magic quill that carved the words in the back of her hands, and not allowed to heal that either.

"And I relish in it!" she snapped, taking all that remembered pain and flinging it at Karla.

[identity profile] broken-empath.livejournal.com 2012-07-26 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Raven's head rocked back, and she brought her hand to her cheek. "Is that the best you can do?" she challenge.

[identity profile] broken-empath.livejournal.com 2012-07-26 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Promises, promises," Raven sing-songed. "Do your worst. I look forward to it. You have no idea how much."

She wasn't planning on losing the fight. But even if she did, some part of her would be at peace with it.

[identity profile] broken-empath.livejournal.com 2012-07-26 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"And once you are on your knees, mine will," Raven countered. "And since I already know who I am, I think my odds are better."

This slip of a girl couldn't defeat her.