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fandomtownies2016-08-21 10:02 am
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Demon Marcus, Sunday
Sparkle was just kicking his feet as he sat behind the counter at Demon Marcus today. He had a YouTube playlist going, playing some random user's best of the Tragically Hip selections, feeling alone and kind of apart from the rest of the world today. He hadn't learned about the farewell concert until it was too late, and that was exactly the sort of thing that he would have been right in the thick of last night, getting lost in some crowd at a bar or sneaking into the CNE or the Distillery District or...
Look, it was just that there was nothing quite like finding out you spent another night alone as a fugitive in self-imposed exile in America while an entire country came together to say goodbye to a national icon back home that...
He huffed out a sigh and rested his head on the counter. He'd been feeling off ever since being grabbed on Coruscant, and things were too damn quiet with Atton away no matter what had gone on, and so help him, for a guy who had never really had a place he could call home, he'd been feeling what he could only describe as homesick lately. He'd always been one sort of alone or another, but this was different. It was a kind of bone-deep tired alone that made it hard to breathe whenever he acknowledged it.
Maybe that's why he'd been spending so much time trying to do anything but exactly that.
If anybody came into the shop today and Sparkle wasn't at the counter at the time, he was just in the back room. Doing inventory or placing orders or trying to find stuff to restock or... something.
It takes all your power
To prove that you don't care...
[OOC: OCD free, and open post is open.]
Look, it was just that there was nothing quite like finding out you spent another night alone as a fugitive in self-imposed exile in America while an entire country came together to say goodbye to a national icon back home that...
He huffed out a sigh and rested his head on the counter. He'd been feeling off ever since being grabbed on Coruscant, and things were too damn quiet with Atton away no matter what had gone on, and so help him, for a guy who had never really had a place he could call home, he'd been feeling what he could only describe as homesick lately. He'd always been one sort of alone or another, but this was different. It was a kind of bone-deep tired alone that made it hard to breathe whenever he acknowledged it.
Maybe that's why he'd been spending so much time trying to do anything but exactly that.
If anybody came into the shop today and Sparkle wasn't at the counter at the time, he was just in the back room. Doing inventory or placing orders or trying to find stuff to restock or... something.
It takes all your power
To prove that you don't care...
[OOC: OCD free, and open post is open.]

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At least she'd taken his mind off of the usual mid-August... thing... a little, but they'd been fighting a lot.
And he hadn't forgotten the other part of her ultimatum.
So now, in the silence, he was calling Sparkle.
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He was going to just camp out back here for a while, maybe.
He sounded maybe a bit tired when he answered the phone, but that had been kind of the status quo lately, so it wasn't like he was obviously trying to cover anything up, either.
"Hey?"
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"Hey, so it is," Sparkle replied, and there was a bit of a smile in that, at least. "Still stubbornly hanging in there, huh? What do I owe the pleasure of this phone call to?"
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Shit, that wasn't supposed to sound so hopeful. Sparkle wasn't desperately alone, here, dammit. He was just... comfortably melancholy. Yeah.
"So," and now he was drawling a little, mostly to cover, "I guess that means I should hide the entire litter of kittens I brought home while you were away, huh?"
He'd done no such thing.
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"If I find even a scrap of cat poop in that apartment when I come back..."
That rant would've been longer some other day, but hey, he was trying.
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These hypothetical cats were totally capable of spite. They were less capable of shitting on the floor.
"... Had your fill of that galaxy for a bit, then?"
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All those many moons ago.
"That actually sounds like fun."
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He waved a hand around, staring up at the ceiling as he picked at words.
"... People."
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Sparkle didn't sound entirely convinced, but then, Sparkle was also spending his day being a sad sack because he was starting to really realize just how many bridges he'd burned.
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He let out a sigh. "I'll have to work on the syllabus later."
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He certainly wasn't boring, after all. He hoped. Dammit.
"Can I see the syllabus when it's done? I know I can't take the class, but... you know. Can't hurt to see if there's anything I'm missing. All that good stuff."
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This much, at least, was true.
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He shut his eyes for a second.
"'m looking forward to sleeping somewhere Jedi won't show up without warning."
In other words, MCA #4, where he had a Sparkle for companionship and nobody else to make his life miserable.
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And at least one of the teachers there. Sparkle's position in Fandom society was a confusing one at the best of times.
"... But it'll be good to have you back here. It's been weird without you."
'Weird' was Sparkle shorthand for 'wrong.'
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They mostly involved looking very uncomfortable and praying the end of the semester showed up, like, right now, but still.
He cleared his throat. "Anyway," he said. "Back tomorrow. Everything'll go back to normal. Blah blah boring, the usual."
Atton didn't so much linger on 'wrong' anymore, but if he'd been entirely honest, which he avoided at all costs, he would have said he'd felt distinctly unmoored spending as much time in a Sparkle-free environment. It just wasn't home.
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It was okay, Sparkle. One third of the population of Canada watched that concert last night, you were allowed to feel left out.
"But... hey, maybe we could teach something together sometime. I have no idea what the hell would teach, but it could be fun."
Also, weird. Seriously, he had no business teaching shit to teenagers.
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"You're going to have to fill me in on whatever The Hip is when I get back," Atton said, sighing. "Unless that's weird Canadian-speak again."
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Basically, there wasn't a Canadian alive who didn't know their stuff, even if they didn't know it was their stuff.
"I dunno, I think you might like 'em."
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Atton sighed. He felt his energy levels waning already. The sooner they got out of August, the better.
"Anything else important going on that I need to know about?"
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Sparkle didn't trust it. That much was probably clear in his voice.
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But honestly, were they ever that lucky?
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Come on, Island. Do them a favour, here.
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After... everything.