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fandomtownies2018-05-13 07:00 am
furnaceface) wrote in fandomtownies2018-05-13 07:00 am
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Groovy Tunes, Sunday
Jono had contemplated wrapping up for his shift today, except for two things.
First, if he wrapped up now, he was going to be tempted to keep wrapping all semester. It was one thing when he covered his face to leave the island. It was another thing entirely to give himself an excuse to do so in the place that he more or less considered home. And if he did that outside of special school events that had people coming in from elsewhere, then he wouldn't be able to stop.
He knew himself that well.
Second, and this one was important, he didn't feel like it.
Which probably seemed like a given, but this was Jonothon Evan Starsmore, who had a very long history of doing things he didn't want to do out of fear or self-loathing, and so he figured that today if he wasn't feeling like hiding away in his own shop, he bloody well wasn't going to.
It felt good. He was going to reward himself for that by sitting himself down and playing guitar between customers. Pearl Jam, just to be extra self indulgent.
[OOC: Open!]
First, if he wrapped up now, he was going to be tempted to keep wrapping all semester. It was one thing when he covered his face to leave the island. It was another thing entirely to give himself an excuse to do so in the place that he more or less considered home. And if he did that outside of special school events that had people coming in from elsewhere, then he wouldn't be able to stop.
He knew himself that well.
Second, and this one was important, he didn't feel like it.
Which probably seemed like a given, but this was Jonothon Evan Starsmore, who had a very long history of doing things he didn't want to do out of fear or self-loathing, and so he figured that today if he wasn't feeling like hiding away in his own shop, he bloody well wasn't going to.
It felt good. He was going to reward himself for that by sitting himself down and playing guitar between customers. Pearl Jam, just to be extra self indulgent.
[OOC: Open!]