Furnado Animal Shelter; Thursday [06/13].
Thursday, June 13th, 2019 05:56 amSo. He did it.
He didn't know if he was just bolstered up by the nice distraction yesterday or what, but Prompto did it. He went out of his room, desperately squashihng down the nearly instant panic that set in as soon as he stepped out of the dorms and got a skyfull of leaky ocean, tried to steady his shaking hands in the event that he wound up needing to shoot something, and he went to work.
Any sense of pride he may have felt for having not only made it there, too, but that he hadn't totally cracked at the first sign of trouble and managed to hold his own out there, despite feeling anxiety lighting up nearly ever nerve in his body, dissipated pretty quickly once he saw the depressing state of the place. This was certainly not going to do anything for his maudlin mood, the feeling of hopelessness, the occasional impression that everything might be better off if the barriers did break and just wash them all away...
...but, even with that, he found himself glad that he came after all, because there were still quite a few little guys here that needed all the love and attention and care they could get right now...and Prompto probably needed quite a bit of that himself, too. They could work through it together.
He was...definitely going to be texting Yang at the end of his shift with the pretense that she should come out and they should hit up some active training in overly excited, happy tones as a cover for him just mostly wanting her with him when he went back and then dedicatedly making sure she stayed with him, all the while hoping she wouldn't notice why.
And maybe, just maybe, going in for that escape to Insomnia for a few days after all. He'd done his time. He'd even gone to work. No one could accuse him of just running away now, right?
Furnado is open!
He didn't know if he was just bolstered up by the nice distraction yesterday or what, but Prompto did it. He went out of his room, desperately squashihng down the nearly instant panic that set in as soon as he stepped out of the dorms and got a skyfull of leaky ocean, tried to steady his shaking hands in the event that he wound up needing to shoot something, and he went to work.
Any sense of pride he may have felt for having not only made it there, too, but that he hadn't totally cracked at the first sign of trouble and managed to hold his own out there, despite feeling anxiety lighting up nearly ever nerve in his body, dissipated pretty quickly once he saw the depressing state of the place. This was certainly not going to do anything for his maudlin mood, the feeling of hopelessness, the occasional impression that everything might be better off if the barriers did break and just wash them all away...
...but, even with that, he found himself glad that he came after all, because there were still quite a few little guys here that needed all the love and attention and care they could get right now...and Prompto probably needed quite a bit of that himself, too. They could work through it together.
He was...definitely going to be texting Yang at the end of his shift with the pretense that she should come out and they should hit up some active training in overly excited, happy tones as a cover for him just mostly wanting her with him when he went back and then dedicatedly making sure she stayed with him, all the while hoping she wouldn't notice why.
And maybe, just maybe, going in for that escape to Insomnia for a few days after all. He'd done his time. He'd even gone to work. No one could accuse him of just running away now, right?
Furnado is open!