Roland generally did okay with the whole handful-of-friends-and-not-much-family thing. He figured it fit in well with his whole urban rover lifestyle, and probably the bard thing, besides. He didn't do owning his own place or having a steady job, and friends came and went, and that was mostly fine for him.
But then there were days where he saw families and friends go by on the streets. Where he stopped
handwavily by the picnic in the park for lunch and was surrounded by happy or awkward reunions. And then, sometimes, the fact that his closest friends all lived an entire world or more away started to bug him.
So, well after he was done busking for the night, he found himself leaning back on a nice quiet staircase, not quite ready to head back for home -- or couch -- just yet, and thinking of the people he'd like to have seen for the weekend. His mom, passed away just as he was coming into his own adulthood. Rebecca, the first person after her who ever believed he'd amount to anything. Evan, who refused to let
Roland doubt he'd amount to anything.
So, with Patience in his lap and her case tucked away on the stair behind him, he started to
play. Not for money. Not for practice. Just for himself. He closed his eyes and put all of them, all of his people, into the music, and felt, just for a moment, like he could actually reach them.
Then the song ended and he let his fingers go still and he opened his eyes to the dark street again.
"Well," he said to his guitar. "That's enough being melancholy. Let's go find some dinner."
[ooc: establishing. And now I have to go rehunt down more Irish folk music.]