Stark Industries, Monday
Monday, November 14th, 2011 07:28 amAs far as periods of his life Ender didn't want to relive went, this weekend could have been worse. Or that was the theory, at least. It had been a long time ago, and there had been wars and struggle afterwards, ten times worse than anything Peter had ever done to him.
And yet still, this weekend clung to him worse than he'd expected. Maybe it was because he'd never quite wiped Peter-the-monster from whatever place he occupied in Ender's mind; Ender didn't know.
It was foolish to linger on it, but no amount of emails helped him shake it.
He tried to distract himself by talking to Jane across the day, about anything from Shakespeare to philosophers to the work Sel Menach, Shakespeare Colony's xenobiologist, was doing.
But it didn't quite go away.
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And yet still, this weekend clung to him worse than he'd expected. Maybe it was because he'd never quite wiped Peter-the-monster from whatever place he occupied in Ender's mind; Ender didn't know.
It was foolish to linger on it, but no amount of emails helped him shake it.
He tried to distract himself by talking to Jane across the day, about anything from Shakespeare to philosophers to the work Sel Menach, Shakespeare Colony's xenobiologist, was doing.
But it didn't quite go away.
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