Stark Industries, Monday
Monday, November 28th, 2011 12:49 pmMonday morning saw Ender back at work - of course it did. He'd collected any number of books about technological and magical oddities alike, flipping through the ones that weren't digitalized while Jane ran searches through the ones that were.
"--and this guy is apparently some human Go--"
For just a second, Jane's voice dropped out. And then another second passed, and a third.
Ender's heart started beating faster within his chest and he felt nausea setting in again. "Jane! Jane, can you hear me--? Jane!"
"--ddddddddd." When her voice kicked back in, it was stuttering. "End-derrr-- I'm being squeezed-- it feels like I'm being squeezed it's so tiny in here except it's always been tiny except it hasn't-- why can't I remember it not being this tiny why do I feel like it shouldn't be this tiny?"
Ender swallowed hard. "Jane," he said again. "Jane-- what just happened?"
"My brain-- getting-- smaller-- except it's always been small, tiny, infintesimal, except then how am I here?"
"The ansible network," Ender realised. "We just lost one of the nodes, didn't we? One of the new colonies-- it's gone." And Jane, from what little he'd gathered, had been wired into the ansible system. Stupid! Why hadn't he realised she'd be affected? "You've got roots in other universes, don't you? You need to upload your central consciousness to somewhere else."
"Not... roots," she said. Her audio signal was gaining strength again. "Tendrils. Twigs. Leaves, branches. I can put down a backup but it won't carry all the data-transfers-- like copying a brain in a jar molecule by molecule."
"But no spark. No biochemical processes to keep it working." Ender inhaled sharply. "Back yourself up anyway," he said. "You could be wrong."
"Of course I'm not wrong. I'm not human. I can calculate this to the tiniest decimal," she snapped.
He wondered if that was actual fear in her voice. He sank his head down into his hands. Kuso-- Valentine, she had people here to remember her. Shen, Carn, everyone, but Jane was Ender's little secret. If she went-- he wasn't sure what to do if she went.
"Let's get back to work," he whispered.
She offered him up another search screen.
[[ Jane NFB, post open. ]]
"--and this guy is apparently some human Go--"
For just a second, Jane's voice dropped out. And then another second passed, and a third.
Ender's heart started beating faster within his chest and he felt nausea setting in again. "Jane! Jane, can you hear me--? Jane!"
"--ddddddddd." When her voice kicked back in, it was stuttering. "End-derrr-- I'm being squeezed-- it feels like I'm being squeezed it's so tiny in here except it's always been tiny except it hasn't-- why can't I remember it not being this tiny why do I feel like it shouldn't be this tiny?"
Ender swallowed hard. "Jane," he said again. "Jane-- what just happened?"
"My brain-- getting-- smaller-- except it's always been small, tiny, infintesimal, except then how am I here?"
"The ansible network," Ender realised. "We just lost one of the nodes, didn't we? One of the new colonies-- it's gone." And Jane, from what little he'd gathered, had been wired into the ansible system. Stupid! Why hadn't he realised she'd be affected? "You've got roots in other universes, don't you? You need to upload your central consciousness to somewhere else."
"Not... roots," she said. Her audio signal was gaining strength again. "Tendrils. Twigs. Leaves, branches. I can put down a backup but it won't carry all the data-transfers-- like copying a brain in a jar molecule by molecule."
"But no spark. No biochemical processes to keep it working." Ender inhaled sharply. "Back yourself up anyway," he said. "You could be wrong."
"Of course I'm not wrong. I'm not human. I can calculate this to the tiniest decimal," she snapped.
He wondered if that was actual fear in her voice. He sank his head down into his hands. Kuso-- Valentine, she had people here to remember her. Shen, Carn, everyone, but Jane was Ender's little secret. If she went-- he wasn't sure what to do if she went.
"Let's get back to work," he whispered.
She offered him up another search screen.
[[ Jane NFB, post open. ]]